the night

it was a long night.

it had been a while.
since i last talk to my mum like this.

it was long, it was comfortable (a bit serious actually).

thoughts, drowned me.

i had never imagine, or try to think how much you had given us.
i had never known, or try to think how much you loved us.

you asked for nothing in return.

and deep inside
i know
i have to do give in all of me
to thank for all you have given me

i love you mum.
<3 <3 <3

i know you will never see, or know this post
but still
i wanted to say
thank you
and i love you

sign

its a sign.

i may have fallen for another.

but never i never thought that,  this situation could happen to you too.

i know it was the end of us long time ago.

but, it just doesn't feel right (not left too).

cause i know, deep in my heart, i wish we could start all over.

emo

1st time i REALLY dont know how to do a test.

almost completely blank @@

[IIIIIIIIIII]
emo bar 100% :(

you did not change my world

you just turned it upside down

birthday

it was quite a birthday though.

spent the last few hours reading 九把刀's book. (recently getting addicted to it although i know its a bit late LOL)

12 midnight.

sang myself a birthday song, say goodbye to age 19, say hello to age 20, went to bed.

didn't set the alarm, cause i want to wake up naturally on my birthday (who ask i'm boss of the day)

went to school, keep liking post and commenting for those who wished me happy birthday (really busy with that)

went to station 1 for lunch with kia su group, quite fun :D

we almost had beer though (in the middle of the day hahaha) but canceled the thought since jessie is having class in a while.

oh i just keep on liking and thanking on facebook for the rest of the afternoon LOL

had dinner with family, then after that was where the fun really began.

me alvin duckie rocky went to tarot to have a drink (not really 'a' drink though) and chit chat.

using the WoW book we ordered 6 drinks. 6!! really huge one (u can see it through facebook)

damn those drinks made me had some hard time getting to sleep.

it was quite a happy birthday, though not as crazy as i used to.

the only disappointment was that YOU didn't say happy birthday to me. the only person i really want to hear my birthday wishes from was YOU. but YOU didn't.
i was actually hoping YOU would give me a pop-up chat, or write on my wall, or anything, really.
haiz. guess we don't always get what we wished for.

一个人

我喜欢自己一个人，一个人的时候可以做很多东西

我喜欢自己一个人，一个人的时候可以想很多东西

我喜欢自己一个人，一个人的时候可以充分享受孤独的感觉

我喜欢自己一个人 ，我不是emo



一个人，看戏的感觉很不一样
一个人，听歌的感觉很不一样
一个人，思考的方向很不一样



一个人，看戏看到感动的画面，我的脸上的液体可以人它流
很多人，看戏看到感动的画面，我面无表情的硬撑装男子汉


一个人，可以发呆发到什么都忘记，什么都不知道
很多人，发呆最多只可以发三秒钟，就会被叫回来



一个人，我的灵，我的魂，可以任它飘，任它游
很多人，我的灵，我的魂，只能专注眼前的一切


我喜欢一个人，也喜欢很多人

我不讨厌一个人，也不讨厌很多人

started

it started.

a dream, a message, a picture.

never had, never imagined.

happy. thrilled. a bit satisfied.