the next step

who is going to take the next step?

me, her, or perhaps, God?

the next step, is it talking about the next step forward, or the next step backwards?

i could not think, i could not decide, and i could not take action.

the new start

ah, its been a month huh?

glad this blog is not yet abandoned, ignored, and thrown into the far end of my mind.

not really some new start,  the new start is starting (what am i saying?) , the new sem is starting, and i better get myself together, for i don't want to continue disappointing someone who love me, and myself too.

cheers.

holiday

Oh i haven't been in a mood like this in a long time.

Totally 100% otaku mode on. :D

Wake up -> Brunch -> sit in front laptop gaming + movie -> Dinner -> sit in front laptop gaming + movie -> Sleep

hahahahahaha!!!

There was no need to think so much, no need to miss so much, no need to care so much.

Just being myself, doing whatever i like.

Started watching 'Fairy Tail' though, really nice and funny and touching anime, made me cried so many times!! It was hard to try and hold my tears in you know!! @.@

Well, that's about it. Now i'm just sitting there rotting everyday, waiting + countdown-ing my friends to finish their test and come back to kch.

放假

不知不觉，已经放假了。

放假无聊，不知做什么。

没人找，没人陪。

原本；原来

原本以为，时间可以改变一切；原来，并不是。

原本以为，时间可以治疗一切；原来，并不是。

原本以为，我再也不会这样了；原来，很难。

原本以为，我可以继续走下去；原来，很难。



原本以为，我不会失去你；原来，那是个梦，是个真的很美的梦。

我真的不想失去你。

真的。

thoughts

what am, i thinking?

i hate to say it, at a time like this, i just LOVE to slack!!!!

didn't i promise myself to study hard for this semester?

didn't i promise myself to get good results for this semester?


i've been trying to destroy my body recently, eating what i CAN'T with all i can.

junk food, fried, roasted, no plain water, anything to get me sick. what am i doing?!

blow my head up.

my head

i whip my hair back and forth, i whip my hair back and forth, i whip my hair back and forth.

i crack my head in and out, i crack my head in and out, i crack my head in and out.