birthday

it was quite a birthday though.

spent the last few hours reading 九把刀's book. (recently getting addicted to it although i know its a bit late LOL)

12 midnight.

sang myself a birthday song, say goodbye to age 19, say hello to age 20, went to bed.

didn't set the alarm, cause i want to wake up naturally on my birthday (who ask i'm boss of the day)

went to school, keep liking post and commenting for those who wished me happy birthday (really busy with that)

went to station 1 for lunch with kia su group, quite fun :D

we almost had beer though (in the middle of the day hahaha) but canceled the thought since jessie is having class in a while.

oh i just keep on liking and thanking on facebook for the rest of the afternoon LOL

had dinner with family, then after that was where the fun really began.

me alvin duckie rocky went to tarot to have a drink (not really 'a' drink though) and chit chat.

using the WoW book we ordered 6 drinks. 6!! really huge one (u can see it through facebook)

damn those drinks made me had some hard time getting to sleep.

it was quite a happy birthday, though not as crazy as i used to.

the only disappointment was that YOU didn't say happy birthday to me. the only person i really want to hear my birthday wishes from was YOU. but YOU didn't.
i was actually hoping YOU would give me a pop-up chat, or write on my wall, or anything, really.
haiz. guess we don't always get what we wished for.

一个人

我喜欢自己一个人，一个人的时候可以做很多东西

我喜欢自己一个人，一个人的时候可以想很多东西

我喜欢自己一个人，一个人的时候可以充分享受孤独的感觉

我喜欢自己一个人 ，我不是emo



一个人，看戏的感觉很不一样
一个人，听歌的感觉很不一样
一个人，思考的方向很不一样



一个人，看戏看到感动的画面，我的脸上的液体可以人它流
很多人，看戏看到感动的画面，我面无表情的硬撑装男子汉


一个人，可以发呆发到什么都忘记，什么都不知道
很多人，发呆最多只可以发三秒钟，就会被叫回来



一个人，我的灵，我的魂，可以任它飘，任它游
很多人，我的灵，我的魂，只能专注眼前的一切


我喜欢一个人，也喜欢很多人

我不讨厌一个人，也不讨厌很多人

started

it started.

a dream, a message, a picture.

never had, never imagined.

happy. thrilled. a bit satisfied.

她

有没有那么一个她，能在我寂寞的时候陪着我；

有没有那么一个她，能在我伤心的时候陪着我；

有没有那么一个她，能在我开心的时候陪着我；

有没有那么一个她，能在我随时想要出的时候陪着我；

有没有那么一个她，能在我过夜猫子生活的时候陪着我；

有没有那么一个她，能让我不寂寞；

有没有那么一个她，比我还更会玩；

有没有那么一个她，玩得比我还疯；

有没有那么一个她，笑得比我傻；

有没有那么一个她，会天真的被我耍得团团转；

其实，可能永远不会有这么一个她。

其实，可能这个她只出现在童话故事里。

其实，可能她就在我身边而我却不知道。

其实，可能这个她永远都不会被我遇到。

其实，可能根本就没有这个其实。

有那么多其实，我还是很希望我继续那么天真，那么傻的等下去。

很多人说，自己没有采取行动，怎么可能会得到。

但是，现实中是不可能会有那只出现在戏剧里的男女主角浪漫相遇的情节。

一见钟情这种我也不是很相信。

我所相信的爱情，是必须经过朋友这个阶段的。


可能你是对的，我是错的。

可能我是对的，你是错的。

每个人都不一样。

presentation day

its presentation day woots!!

guess what's my role for the presentation?

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simple, a nice and stupid looking vase LOL  :D






thanks for the show :P



oh just one more thing to say: imma going to Kuching fest tonight woots, one simple wish, many leng lui to see!! xD

the next step

who is going to take the next step?

me, her, or perhaps, God?

the next step, is it talking about the next step forward, or the next step backwards?

i could not think, i could not decide, and i could not take action.

the new start

ah, its been a month huh?

glad this blog is not yet abandoned, ignored, and thrown into the far end of my mind.

not really some new start,  the new start is starting (what am i saying?) , the new sem is starting, and i better get myself together, for i don't want to continue disappointing someone who love me, and myself too.

cheers.