放假

不知不觉，已经放假了。

放假无聊，不知做什么。

没人找，没人陪。

原本；原来

原本以为，时间可以改变一切；原来，并不是。

原本以为，时间可以治疗一切；原来，并不是。

原本以为，我再也不会这样了；原来，很难。

原本以为，我可以继续走下去；原来，很难。



原本以为，我不会失去你；原来，那是个梦，是个真的很美的梦。

我真的不想失去你。

真的。

thoughts

what am, i thinking?

i hate to say it, at a time like this, i just LOVE to slack!!!!

didn't i promise myself to study hard for this semester?

didn't i promise myself to get good results for this semester?


i've been trying to destroy my body recently, eating what i CAN'T with all i can.

junk food, fried, roasted, no plain water, anything to get me sick. what am i doing?!

blow my head up.

my head

i whip my hair back and forth, i whip my hair back and forth, i whip my hair back and forth.

i crack my head in and out, i crack my head in and out, i crack my head in and out.

the night

That was something that hadn't happened in a long time.

Yeah, the long nights we had. it was like old times, well, not back in the 80s ( i wasn't born yet). All the fun nights we had when we graduated from CHMS1. :)

Yeah, Miko and Wei Yu came back form SG, and Lik Tze was about to go back to KL (which was a sad case btw). :(

To celebrate, or to farewell, there was not any other place, jase tea room we went. :)

The same place we went again, again, and again. But I never stopped loving that place, cause i have no reason to.

The place has everything needed, perfect place for gathering.

Nice decorations, not too bright (not too dark too), nice-and-slow-and-comfortable music, and the drinks, oh yeah. Can't describe the delicious-ness. 

Well, i wanted to stay up late tonight, so i ordered something nice, and THICK :D

Ice blended mocha!! xD

Oh we all excited talking here and there, and we didn't realized that it was almost 12 am already :O

Simple conclusion, 'sua tio'. :)

Btw me and melvin had this little adventure, which we send Wei Yu back to her place, and to find our way back. :D

I watched it, i told myself not to, but i watched it.

Nice TV series i gotta say, not too violent, not too fairy-taled.

I watched it........................................  till 4 in the morning (i finished the whole series btw)

GOD,  the power of IB Mocha, bless me with your powers :D

You

it was only a nap, one short, simple, tiring nap.

i dreamed about you again.

was on my headphone listening to 2NE1's songs, well somehow their beautiful voice touches me, touches my soul.

and you just came into my dream, like a soundless ninja in a dark stormy night, what relieved me was, this time nothing happened.

i promised myself to forget about you, i promised myself to let go of you, i promised to live on without you. (well that seemed to be quite impossible)

guess i'm still not strong enough.

may the power of songs heal me.

movie night :)

oh we went for a movie last night, venue?
oh of course its MBO@spring la :)

there was me, lik tze, jason, stella, melvin and his gf.

funny thing was, everyone was like wearing couple shirts :O
me & lik tze ->  red shirt and jeans (sounds gay i know)
jason & stella -> black shirt and jeans
melvin & his gf -> white shirt

yeah it was wierd =.=


oh i haven't said anything about the movie?

it was Thor, in 3D (hell yeah!!!)

the movie was not bad, the storyline was nice, but what really disappoint me was the 3D effect :(

RM18 nooooo~~~~ a bit wasted for the 'a bit crappy' 3D effect.

















but i gotta say, the female main actor,
 she's hot :D

and she seemed to gave a lot movies recently, guess she that talented and worth it :)

can't wait for her next movie  XD















well, talked about something else last night, felt quite relieved, thanks stella :)